Enduring Adverse Reactions

One horrible thing about fighting this skin infection with antibiotics is the adverse reactions my body endures because of them. It cannot be a good thing for my body yet it is what is diagnosed to heal. The first time I did it I think I healed but it being a year now it is hard to remember. It comes and goes. Gets better and worse.

This particular antibiotic I am on causes extreme fatigue and horrible joint pain. It is hard for me to determine if it is just the pill or because I once had late stage Lyme disease. Lyme disease triggers horrible responses to antibiotics. More horrible than I can properly describe. These side effects are mild comparatively to what I endured before. I was treated for about a year of heavy duty antibiotics and thought I was going to die in the process. Hard treatment. So because of those experiences it makes me wonder why I react this way to them?

Anyway, I would just appreciate prayer as I endure this for the sake of a cure. I must know that I am sharing in the sufferings of Christ and He completely understands this and relates to me in it. He carries me. I need to keep my eyes on Him. His joy is my strength. In my weakness He is strong. He will never leave or forsake me. I trust Him.